Tuesday, December 06, 2005
promises
im starting to love promises. or is it. ignore promises? words. words. i'd remember when u said u'd cry before carrying on at the T-junction. but hell. u seem more happier now. heh. words. i'd remember u promising me that u'd never let go. in fact u told me not to let go. but in the end, who was it who let go? well2. am i hurt? heh. am i? well. u added salt to the wound by asking am i playing with ur heart? heh. as entertaining as it can get, the sooner u wanted to leave i bet. oh well. after o's we promised we'd go out together. as impatient as you can be, the more hurt i am you'd like to see. hari raya came. i understood too well. then, heh. cibai la. stop denying laa. came ur new friends. fuck u. shut up laa. why cant you just wait? too busy handling them, u forgot i exist. heh. then bla bla bla. u wanted freedom. we talked things out and we agreed to carry on. we did carry on. but its better that we're off. boyfriends and girlfriends have their limits. heh. yea. then soon, yea. at simei. was walking to the jamming place. she did not reply. hey, cant u feel how hurt i was? ure so mean. heartless. u promised u wouldnt repeat like what she did. remember? in the bus? u promised me? the minute before we got lost? before alighting the but and to find out that "hell!, we're at punggol." yea. remember? we found a bottle. and all. eh, i wonder what you told ur parents about me when they found out we broke up. next time dont promise when u arent sure u cant fulfil. ur sorries are so little they cant even stop this blood-tap.
i cant cry. i just cant. my friends see that im not crying and theyre thinking that oh, yan can handle it. ya. seeing is not believing. its not so easy. i force myself to turn but i just cant. it hurts me more. i didnt know sincerity would lead me to this square. cibai shut up can onot. puki kau.
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6:30 pm
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